I wish...

i wish

i had the power to understand the things i cant
i had the control to keep quiet when i should
i had the wisdom to know what the really important things are
i had the open mindedness to listen to the people who know whats good for me
i had the clarity of an outsider looking in
i had the strength to let go of things that weren't meant to be
i had the faith to believe that everything will be okay
i had the capacity to love unconditionally
i had the ability to forget the wrongs people have done to me
i had it in me to forgive wholeheartedly
i had the foresight to leave before i got stuck