Changes

I've never been good with goodbyes and now that maxine's yaya is leaving in a few days i've been having a hard time dealing with it. Not because im attached to her but because i can see that maxine is. Even if im at home all the time and i feed her, change her and play with her everyday i know that she' still used to seeing another face in the house. I don't want her to cry or to look for her after she's gone. I asked the yaya doesn't she feel sad that she's leaving maxine after taking care of her for almost 6 months? and she replied that she's not, trabaho lng naman ito. It makes me wonder how an adult wont miss the person who they've been taking care of day in and day out for so long. How they won't miss her teeny tiny smile everytime she wakes up and is so excited bec she sees you "for the 1st time". I feel broken hearted for Maxine and i really wish that her yaya would stay. But maybe this is a blessing that she's leaving now that maxine's still very young, rather than later when she really will miss that specific person.

I hope the transition won't be too difficult for my lil baby. *Sigh* PLs pray that everything turns out okay... :(